And the Wish to Be Alive Kills Me All Over Again

Everybody Here Hates You lot

Other – 1. Everybody Hither Hates You

I experience stupid, I feel useless, I feel insane
I experience toothless, homo you're ruthless, oh…yeah
i go to Loving Hut, i get my hair cut, i feel the aforementioned
i feel putrid, i'm getting used to it, these days

you lot said, "it's only in your head
they're probably thinking
the aforementioned thing"

i'm haemorrhage, you're leaving, i feel strange
you lot been distant, yous seem unlike than yesterday
everybody hurts, everybody breaks, due north everybody fades

we're gonna tell everyone it'south ok
we're gonna tell everyone information technology's ok

yous said, "it's only in your caput
they're probably thinking
the same thing"

How To Boil An Egg

Other – ane. How To Boil An Egg

All my clothes in milk crates, I don't sleep for days.

Await until the alphabetic character'southward red until my bills get paid.

Aw tell me, tell me, tell me, when's it gonna change?

Every morn I feel more useless than before.

Trying difficult to see the indicate in anything at all.

Aw I've been trying, I've been trying really hard.

Pull yourself together.

Pick myself autonomously.

Cypher lasts for never so be still my haemorrhage heart.

Aw I've been dreaming, dreaming of a brand new beginning.

You lot have a groovy abundance of axes there to grind.

Remember some people have real problems side by side time you whine.

Oh hang the washing, hang the washing on the line.

Yeah I've been trying, I've been trying really hard.

Aw tell me, tell me, tell me when'south it gonna change.

Permit It Go

Other – one. Allow It Go

What time practice you usually wake up?
Depends on what fourth dimension I sleep
Technicolour rainbow horror
Sweet dreams

Keep on rolling on the impulse
Ignore backstage lethargy and
All those obligations lost in
Reverie

Y'all've gotta let it go
Earlier it takes you over
Eastern standard open G
Transpacific malady and
Calm is more conducive to the
Remedy

Speckled sunlight on my freckles
Salty water curls my hair
Run the race at your own step
Y'all'll get there

What comes first - the chorus or the verse?
I'one thousand a bit blocked at the moment
They say the more you lot learn the less that
You lot know

You've gotta allow it become
Before it takes y'all over
You've gotta let information technology go
Earlier information technology takes you over
You lot've gotta let it go
Before information technology takes yous over
You've gotta permit information technology go
Before it takes y'all over

On Script

Other – 1. On Script

On script every nighttime
Like a well-apposite phase prove
Wet your lips, it won't take long
To break this old beliefs

Wings clipped, no demand to fly
What, practise you think that y'all're special?
No reflex, it's just a bend of the elbow
I know it's getting old

Nondescript, every night
Similar a well-versed get well card
Barely dressed, and I just might
Take you upwardly on your offering, yeah

Pickles From The Jar

Other – 1. Pickles From The Jar

I say dance, you say dance.

I say France, you lot say France.

You're from Adelaide, I'chiliad from Hobart.

I say Hugh, you lot say Grant.

I say pot, yous say found.

You lot're from Adelaide, I'thou from Hobart.

We couldn't be more than contrary if nosotros tried.

Oh, chalk and cheese, we rarely encounter eye to eye.

I am dumb, you are smart.

We are fifteen years apart.

Y'all're from Adelaide, I'thousand from Mars.

I say ooh, y'all say aah.

I am careful, you similar scars.

I like pickles from the jar.

Nosotros couldn't be more contrary if nosotros tried.

Oh, chalk and cheese, we rarely encounter centre to eye.

I say Y'all, you say Am I.

Yous like mornings, I like nights.

I'll love you till the twenty-four hour period I die.

You say Christopher, I say Walken.

Yous dear, I honey Christopher Walken!!!

I approximate at least we accept got one matter in common.

Small-scale Talk

Other – 1. Small Talk

do you have any siblings?
i got a brother, Blake, he's four years older than me
(northward i guess he e'er will be)
yes he'due south clever and he'due south got a cool girlfriend (hey Hayley)
aw but wait, at present that they're engaged soooooo
i promise they have kids then i can be a cool aunty

i'm waiting here for you
i'm waiting here for yous
what'd you recollect of the ultimate ending?
i fast frontwards, get decorated pretending that i've seen everything.
can i get you anything? a soda? Campari? with lemon? y'all got it.
i got meliorate things to do than shave my legs, my pits, oh yeh..

i'k waiting here for you
i'k waiting here for y'all

i'm looking 'cross the room north hoping that you're lookin too..
do you have any siblings?
y'all got a sis yeh she'due south a detective,
well i bet she's got some adept stories.
i gotta get just i hope we can keep in bear on
i like very much being here with you lot
only you see, all this pocket-sized talk is killin' me

i'm waiting here for you
i'm waiting here for you
i'one thousand looking 'cantankerous the room northward hoping that you're lookin too.. etc

3 Packs A Twenty-four hours

Other – ane. Three Packs A Day

I'm down to iii packs a day of Mi Goreng I can't explain information technology.

Tin't wait for you to get away cos i just crave that meagre gustatory modality yeah.

Boil it up, water in the saucepan.

In a cup, drink it from a argent spoon.

That MSG tastes proficient to me, i disagree with all your warnings.

And it tin can't be true that they utilize mucilage to proceed the noodles stuck together.

Two minutes seems like a life-time.

Fire my tongue, patience is a virtue.

I'm downward to three packs a solar day,

I sneak abroad to find a kettle.

I withdraw from all my friends and their dinner plans, I'm sick of lentils.

Boil it up, water in the saucepan.

In a loving cup, drink information technology from a silver spoon.

It's no practiced, it'south no good, y'all say it's no healthy.

Elevator Operator

Sometimes I Sit and Recollect, and Sometimes I But Sit – 1. Elevator Operator

Oliver Paul, xx years onetime, thick head of hair worries he's going bald.

Wakes up at a quarter past nine, fare evades his way down the 96 tram line.

Breakfast on the run again, he's well aware he's dropping soy linseed Vegemite crumbs everywhere.

Feeling sick at the sight of his computer he dodges his way through the Swanston commuters.

Rips off his tie, hands it to a homeless man, sleeping in the corner of a Metro bus stand.

He screams "I'yard not going to piece of work today! Gonna count the minutes that the trains run belatedly. Sit down on the grass edifice pyramids out of Coke cans."

Headphone wielding to the Nicholas Building, he trips on a pothole that'south not been filled in.

He waits for an elevator, one to 9, a lady walks in and waits past his side.

Her heels are loftier and her bag is snakeskin.

Hair pulled so tight y'all tin see her skeleton.

Vickers perfume on her breath, a tortoise-shell necklace between her breasts.

She looks him up and down with a Botox frown, he's well used to that look by now.

The elevator dings, and they awkwardly stride in, their fingers touch the rooftop button… "Don't jump little boy, don't spring off that roof, you've got your whole life alee of yous you lot're still in your youth, I'd requite annihilation to have skin similar yous!"

He said, "I call up you're projecting, the way that you're feeling, I'm non suicidal just idling insignificantly. I come up here, for perception and clarity, I similar to imagine I'one thousand playing Sim City. All the people look like ants from up here, and the air current'due south the but traffic y'all tin can hear"

He said, "All I e'er wanted to be was an Lift Operator can you lot help me please?!" ... "Don't jump little boy, don't bound off that roof, yous've got your whole life alee of y'all you're still in your youth, I'd requite anything to have skin like you!"

Hopefulessness

Tell Me How You lot Really Experience – 1. Hopefulessness

Yknow what they say
No one's born to detest
We learn it somewhere along the manner.

Accept your broken heart
Turn information technology into art
Can't take it with you, can't take it with you

(I don't wanna, I don't wanna know)

Empty bottle blues
Sleepin' unlike rooms
Hardly a maverick
Lesser than average

Your vulnerability is stronger than it seems
Yknow it's okay to take a bad 24-hour interval

(I don't wanna, I don't wanna know)

Merely get this one done, then you can move along
Tin't take it with you, can't accept it with yous
Yknow what they say, no ane'due south built-in to hate
Getting louder now, getting louder now

Out Of The Woodwork

The Double EP: A Sea of Split Peas – 1. Out Of The Woodwork

I was busy underwater seeing how long I could hold my breath.

A drowning flower caught my eye and I had to come up on up for air.

Just because you're older than me, doesn't mean you lot have to be so condescending.

I nonetheless see the same things that you see, I'chiliad a little shady on my history.

I am commonly pretty forgiving simply only if yous are.

She's then easy.

I noticed you stopped talking to me, now you're talking to me all the time.

Do you lot know you're no good at listening?

But you're really proficient at maxim everything on your heed.

It must be tiring trying so hard, to expect similar yous're not really trying at all.

I guess if you're afraid of aiming too high, then you're not really gonna have too far to fall.

I am normally pretty forgiving but only if you are.

She'due south so easy.

Climb aboard the wagon when it comes on through.

Jump upwardly on your horse and tell me how's the view.

Await over my shoulder when I talk to you.

Where'south the more important person in the room?

Rae Street

Things Accept Fourth dimension, Accept Time – 1. Rae Street

In the morn I'm slow. I drag a chair over to the window. And I watch what's going on. A garbage truck tiptoes along the route. Light a candle for the suffering. Transport my best wishes with the current of air. All our candles, hopes due north prayers, though well-meaning they don't mean a affair, unless we see some change. I might change my sheets today.

Well time is coin and coin is no man'southward friend. And all optics on the pavement, I'thou not gonna touch ya don't worry so much about it.

The day begins to shine. The parent teaches the child how to ride the bike wobbles side to side. Ii dogs entangle, everybody smiles. The pair across the street; i's up the ladder and ane'southward on their knees, painting the faded brick. What'south the point, it looks fine from upwards here.

Well fourth dimension is money and money is no man'south friend. And all optics on the pavement, I'm non gonna touch ya don't worry so much about information technology. I'm merely waiting for the day to go dark.

Side by side door the kids run amok. The mother screams "don't you ever shut-up?" And at that place's one affair I know; the sun volition rise today and tomorrow. We got a long, long fashion to get.

Well time is money and money is no man'southward friend. And all eyes on the pavement, I'yard non gonna bear upon ya don't worry then much about it. I'one thousand just waiting for the day to become nighttime.

Polish those shoes n mow those lawns, let's get back to normal. Lay it all on the table, you seem so stable, but you're simply hanging on. Let get that expectation, change the station, detect out what out what y'all want.

Pedestrian At Best

Sometimes I Sit and Think, and Sometimes I Just Sit – 2. Pedestrian At All-time

I dearest yous I detest yous I'grand on the fence it all depends whether I'm up I'1000 down I'm on the mend transcending all reality.

I like you despise you admire you what are we gonna do when everything all falls through?

I must confess I've made a mess of what should be a modest success but I digress at least I've tried my very best I guess.

This that the other why fifty-fifty carp, it won't be with me on my decease bed, but I'll all the same be in your head.

Put me on a pedestal and I'll simply disappoint you.

Tell me I'chiliad exceptional I hope to exploit you.

Give me all your money and I'll make some origami, honey.

I think you're a joke only I don't discover you very funny.

My internal monologue is saturated analogue, It'due south scratched and drifting, I've get attached to the idea it's all a shifting dream biting sweet philosophy, I've got no thought how I even got hither.

I'm resentful I'grand having an existential time crunch, what elation, daylight savings won't fix this mess.

Underworked and oversexed I must express my disinterest, the rats are back inside my caput what would Freud have said?

Put me on a pedestal and I'll but disappoint you.

Tell me I'm exceptional I promise to exploit you.

Give me all your money and I'll brand some origami, honey.

I recollect y'all're a joke but I don't find you very funny.

I wanna wash out my head with turpentine and cyanide, I dislike this internal diatribe when I try to catch your eye I detest seeing you crying in the kitchen I don't know why it affects me similar this when yous're not even mine to consider.

Erroneous.

Harmonious.

I'm hardly sanctimonious.

Muddied clothes, I suppose, nosotros all outgrow ourselves.

I'm a fake, I'k a phoney, I'm awake, I'm lone, I'm homely, I'm a Scorpio.

Put me on a pedestal and I'll only disappoint you.

Tell me I'chiliad exceptional I promise to exploit you.

Give me all your money and I'll brand some origami, honey.

I think you lot're a joke but I don't find you very funny.

City Looks Pretty

Tell Me How You Really Feel – 2. City Looks Pretty

The city looks pretty when yous been indoors
For 23 days I've ignored all your phone calls.
Everyone's waiting when yous go back abode
They don't know where you lot been, why you gone and so long.
Friends treat you like a stranger and
Strangers treat you like their best friend, oh well
Spare a thought for the ones that came before
All in a daze bending backwards to reach your goal.

Sometimes I get sad
It'south not all that bad
One mean solar day, maybe never
I'll come around

The city takes compassion on your injured soul
N heavenly prose ain't enough practiced to make full that pigsty.
Anybody's soaked in animosity
Information technology's vicious in winter, you never say what you hateful.
Friends treat you lot like a stranger and
Strangers care for you like their best friend, oh well.
Wakin' up to some other dismal day
Yous got a ways to go, y'all oughta be grateful.

Sometimes I become mad
Information technology'due south not half every bit bad
Pull yourself together
Northward just calm down

I'll be what y'all want oh when yous want it
But I'll never be what y'all need
And the city looks pretty from where I'm standing…

Don't Apply Compression Gently

The Double EP: A Sea of Divide Peas – 2. Don't Apply Pinch Gently

Tell me what you're thinking, what yous're thinking about.

Tell me when you're finished maybe I'll come around.

Had enough to bring me all the mode to the ground, I don't take to tell y'all what I'm thinking about.

You have made your bed, I know better than to sleep in information technology.

Meliorate off dead than the hell that will go of it.

You accept injure my caput but I'm not denying that I did not bring it on myself.

I have pieces of myself from anybody around me.

I'm not private enough for you.

I replicate the people I adore but at least I'one thousand non biting and sad.

I may not exist 100% happy but at least I'grand not with you.

Sunfair Sundown

Things Take Time, Take Time – two. Sunfair Sundown

Oh what a twenty-four hour period, and congrats on the keys to your place. You've escaped the rat race as they say. Now you're settling in for the stay anyway y'all got a blank slate to renovate.

Take information technology all. Yeah y'all reap what you sow and and so information technology goes. What you put in the footing comes effectually when y'all don't even know what you're missing at all.

In a daze I tin picture you whittling away, with such care with such patience and grace. And I smile when you say that you'll build me a table one day well, I'd be so grateful.

Sometimes it's hard, getting lost you lot say is a fine art. Put the map down and follow the stars. Shall we leave? Are you certain? Let me grab my pocketbook we can sneak out through the side door.

In the nighttime, are you scared, did you hear those dogs bark? north practice yous ever wonder what sets you apart? Shine the torch on the path, darling delight don't let become of my arm.

When you sleep, are you warm, tin can you feel my cold anxiety? Are you good, are you making ends meet? At the end of the day, you're awake with your thoughts and I don't want you to exist solitary, and I don't want yous to be alone, yeah I don't want y'all to be lone, and I don't want you to be alone.

An Illustration Of Loneliness (Sleepless In New York)

Sometimes I Sit down and Recollect, and Sometimes I Just Sit – three. An Illustration Of Loneliness (Sleepless In New York)

I lay awake at four, staring at the wall, counting all the cracks backwards in my all-time French.

Reminds me of a book I skim read in a surgery, all about palmistry I wonder what'southward in store for me.

I pretend the plaster is the pare on my palms and the cracks are representative of what is going on.

I lose a breath, my love line seems entwined with decease (could be a spider web)…I'thou thinking of you too.

I lay awake at three, staring at the ceiling.

Information technology's a kind of off-white, perchance information technology's a cream.

At that place'due south oily residual seeping from the kitchen, it'south fine art-deco-necromantic-chichi all the dinner plates are kitsch with Irish wolf-hounds, French baguettes wrapped loose around their necks, I think I'1000 hungry…I'm thinking of you too.

I'm thinking of you as well. I'm thinking of you likewise. I'm thinking of you.

Wondering what yous're doing, what yous're listening to, which quarter of the moon you're viewing from the bedroom.

Watching all the movies, drinking all the smoothies, swimming at the pool…I'm thinking of you lot also.

I'm thinking of you likewise.

I'm thinking of y'all too.

I'm thinking of you too.

I'one thousand thinking of you too.

I'm thinking of you.

Charity

Tell Me How You Really Feel – iii. Clemency

At the end of every season I'yard spent up
Keep thinking this will be the one.
Hesitation lingers till I'm unreasonable
Every bit if you care, I know you got your own stuff going on

You must be having so much fun
Everything'due south amazing
And so subservient I brand myself sick
Are you listening?

Tin can't we talk about information technology once we've slept?
When can nosotros, aye can we, work it out?
Meditation just makes you more strung out
I wish y'all had a guru to tell you to let it go, let it go

Yous must be having so much fun
Everything'due south amazing
Then subservient I make myself ill
Are you listening?

Yous don't take to pretend you're not scared
Everyone else is just every bit terrified as yous.
Medication but makes you more than upset
I bet y'all got a lot to prove I know you're still the same

Y'all must be having so much fun
Everything'southward amazing
So subservient I make myself ill
Are y'all listening?

Avant Gardener

The Double EP: A Sea of Split Peas – three. Avant Gardener

I sleep in belatedly another day oh what a wonder oh what a waste.

It's a monday, it'southward so mundane, what exciting things volition happen today?

The yard is full of difficult rubbish it'due south a mess and I approximate the neighbours must think nosotros run a meth lab.

Nosotros should ammend that, I pull the sheets back, it's 40 degrees and i feel like i'm dying.

Life'south getting hard in hither so i do some gardening.

Anything to take my mind away from where it's sposed to be.

The nice lady next door talks of dark-green beds and all the prissy things that she wants to plant in them.

I wanna grow tomatoes on the front steps.

Sunflowers, bean sprouts, sweet corn and radishes.

I experience pro-active, i pull out weeds, suddenly I'm having trouble breathing in.

My hands are shaky, my knees are weak, I tin can't seem to stand up on my own two feet.

I'1000 breathing but i'g wheezing, feel like i'1000 emphysem-in'.

My pharynx feels like a funnel filled with weet bix and kerosene and oh no, side by side matter i know they phone call up triple o.

I'd rather die than owe the hospital till I get old.

I get adrenalin straight to the middle, I feel like Uma Thurman post-overdosin' kick start.

Reminds me of the time when i was really sick and i had too much psuedoefedryn and i couldn't sleep at night.

Halfway downwardly high street, Andy looks ambivalent, he'southward probably wondering what i'm doing getting in an ambulance.

The paramedic thinks i'thousand clever cos i play guitar.

I call back she'south clever cos she stops people dying.

Anaphylactic and super hypo-condriactic, should've stayed in bed today I much prefer the mundane.

I take a hit from an asthma puffer.

I practise it wrong.

I was never good at smoking bongs.

I'k not that practiced at breathing in.

Here's The Affair

Things Have Time, Accept Time – 3. Here's The Matter

Hither'southward the thing, can't end thinking about yous.
Yeah I'm writing, it's the simply thing that I know how to exercise.

I don't know what to say, you're far away, I don't wanna be annoying.
I don't know what to say, you're so far away, and I feel insecure.

The windowsill, is momentarily filled with lord's day.
North it's these small thrills, that go me through the day until the adjacent one.

And I'1000 not afraid of heights maybe I'm only scared of falling.
And I'm not afraid of heights maybe I'k just scared of falling.

I'm your man, mysterious at your command.
And it'southward understandable, that you're in such high demand, it'south true.

I don't know what to do, looking similar I'll never leave this room again.
I don't know what to exercise, gonna write this letter of the alphabet to you that I'll never send.

Small Poppies

Sometimes I Sit down and Think, and Sometimes I Just Sit – 4. Small Poppies

I stare at the lawn information technology's Wednesday morning, it needs a cut simply I'll exit it growing.

All different sizes and all shades of green, slashing it downwardly just seems kinda mean.

In a way it's a shame y'all go abroad thinking it's just a game.

Who am I to deny myself a pawn for yous to apply? At the cease of the twenty-four hours it's a pain that I continue seeing your name but I'm sure it'due south a bore being you.

I don't know quite who I am oh but man I am trying.

I brand mistakes until I get it right.

An eye for an heart for an center for an middle, I don't hold with that why can't we just talk overnice?

Oh the calamity I wanna get to sleep for an eternity…who am I to deny myself a pawn?

Oh the humanity I wanna disappear into obscurity…but I'g sure it's a diameter being you.

I don't know quite who I am oh but man I am trying.

I make mistakes until I get it correct.

An centre for an eye for an eye for an centre, I used to hate myself but now I recollect I'm alright.

I don't know quite who I am oh just human being I am trying.

I make mistakes until I get it right.

An centre for an eye for an eye for an eye, I dreamed I stabbed y'all with a glaze hanger wire.

Demand A Petty Time

Tell Me How You lot Really Feel – four. Need A Little Time

I don't know a lot nearly you simply
You seem to know a lot about me so
I have a footling fourth dimension out, I take a little time out

I'm lamentable that I lost my patience
You deserve better it's true
I need a little time out
I need a trivial fourth dimension out
From me
And you lot

Open up up your insides bear witness the states
Your inner almost lecherous
I'll rip information technology out carefully
I promise you won't experience a affair

Everybody wants to have their say
Forever waiting for some motorcar crash
I demand a fiddling time out
I demand a lilliputian fourth dimension out
From me
And you

Shave your head to see how it feels
Emotionally it's not that different
Merely to the manus information technology's beautiful
(Yeah to the paw it'southward beautiful)

You seem to have the weight of the world
Upon your bony shoulders well concur on
You need a little time out
You lot demand a lilliputian time out
From yous
And me

History Eraser

The Double EP: A Sea of Split Peas – 4. History Eraser

I got drunk and fell asleep atop the sheets but luckily i left the heater on.

And in my dreams i wrote the best song that i've ever written…tin can't remember how it goes.

I stayed drunk and fell awake and i was cycling on a airplane and far abroad i heard y'all say you liked me.

We drifted to a party – cool.

The people went to arty school.

They made their paints by mixing acid launder and lemonade.

In my encephalon I re-accommodate the letters on the page to spell your name.

I found an Ezra Pound and made a bet that if i found a cigarette i'd driblet information technology all and ally you.

Just then a vocal comes on: "you lot can't always go what you want" – the Rolling Stones, oh woe is nosotros, the irony!

The stones became the moss and one time all inhibitions lost, the hipsters fabricated a mission to the farm.

Nosotros collection by tractor in that location, the yellow straw replaced our hair, we laced the dairy river with the cream of sugariness vermouth.

In my brain I re-accommodate the letters on the folio to spell your name.

You said "we only live once" so we touched a petty tongue, and instantly i wanted to…I lost my train of idea and jumped aboard the Epping every bit the doors were slowly closing on the world.

I touched on and off and rubbed my arm upward against yours and even so the inspector inspected me.

The lady in the roof was living proof that nothing really ever is exactly every bit it seems.

In my encephalon I re-arrange the letters on the page to spell your name.

We caught the river gunkhole downstream and concluded up beside a team of angry footballers.

I fed the ducks some krill so nosotros were sucked against our volition into the welcome doors of the casino.

We drank green margaritas, danced with sweet senoritas, and we all went home as winners of a kind.

You said "i guarantee we'll have more fun, drink till the moon becomes the sun, and in the taxi home i'll sing you a Triffids song!"

In my brain I re-conform the messages on the page to spell your proper noun.

Before You Gotta Go

Things Take Fourth dimension, Take Time – 4. Before You Gotta Go

Earlier you gotta go, become, become, go; I wanted you to know, know, know, know; you're always on my mind, yous're always on my mind. If something were to happen my beloved, I wouldn't want the last words you hear, to exist unkind, to be unkind.

We got angry, said some careless things, who was wrong remains unclear.
Pride like poisonous substance. Always keeping score. You don't accept to slam the door.

Before you gotta become, go, go, go; I wanted y'all to know, know, know, know; you're e'er on my mind, you're always on my mind. If something were to happen my dear, I wouldn't want the last words you lot hear, to be unkind, to exist unkind.

Don't y'all know I'thou not your enemy, maybe let's cutting out caffeine.
Tomorrow's as well late to reminisce, call me when you get this.

Before you gotta become, get, go, get; I wanted you lot to know, know, know, know; you lot're always on my mind, you're always on my mind. If something were to happen my love, I wouldn't want the last words you hear, to exist unkind, to be unkind.

Money down the drain,
Funny how things change,
Y'all got to get away,
Yeah I know and I don't blame y'all.

Depreston

Sometimes I Sit and Think, and Sometimes I Just Sit – five. Depreston

You said we should await out further, I guess it wouldn't hurt us.

Nosotros don't have to be around all these coffee shops.

Now we've got that percolator, never fabricated a latte greater.

I'm saving twenty-three dollars a week.

Nosotros bulldoze to a business firm in Preston, we see police force arresting a man with his hand in a handbag.

How'south that for get-go impressions? This identify seems depressing.

Information technology'south a "Californian bungalow in a cul-de-sac".

It's got a lovely garden, a garage for two cars to park in ("or a lot of room for storage if you've just got 1").

And information technology's going pretty inexpensive you say? "Well it's a deceased estate….aren't the pressed metal ceilings great?"

And so I see the handrails in the shower, a collection of those canisters for java, tea and flour, and a photo of a young homo in a van in Vietnam.

And I tin't think of floorboards anymore, whether the front room faces southward or north, and I wonder what she bought information technology for.

(If you've got a spare one-half a million, you should knock it downwardly and outset rebuilding)

Nameless, Faceless

Tell Me How You Really Feel – 5. Nameless, Faceless

Don't y'all take anything better to do
I wish that someone would hug you lot
Must exist solitary
Being aroused
Feeling over-looked.
You lot sit solitary at home in the darkness
With all the pent-up rage that you harness
I'grand real sorry
Bout whatever happened to you

I wanna walk through the park in the dark
Men are scared that women will laugh at them
I wanna walk through the park in the dark
Women are scared that men will kill them
I agree my keys
Between my fingers

He said "I could eat a bowl of alphabet soup
And spit out better words than you"
But you didn't
Man you lot're kidding yourself if you think
The world revolves around you
Yknow you got lots to give
N so many options
I'g real sorry
Bout whatever happened to you

I wanna walk through the park in the dark
Men are scared that women will laugh at them
I wanna walk through the park in the dark
Women are scared that men will impale them

I concur my keys
Between my fingers
Go on tell me
You're only kidding
He said, she said
Nameless, faceless

David

The Double EP: A Sea of Carve up Peas – 5. David

If you run into me when I'm feeling downward, I don't know if I want you around.

Don't want you around…I don't really like any of your friends, but it's not that difficult for me to pretend.

Hard to pretend…Come on Davey, let's go plant a tree.

Yous bring the spade, I'll bring the seeds. I'll bring the seeds…

Turning Green

Things Take Time, Have Fourth dimension – 5. Turning Green

You been around the world looking for the perfect girl turns out she was only livin downwards the street, livin down the street. When you got the time can I go y'all on the line? I want you to tell me everything, tell me everything. I never seen you so happy.

The trees are turning light-green n this springtime languor is kinda forcing yous to see flowers in the weeds. When yous got the time can I get you on the line? I want you to tell me everything, tell me everything. I never seen you lot so happy

I hear all your fears and they are understandable my friend. Why don't you allow go of those ideas, they're never gonna serve you in the end.

Aqua Profonda!

Sometimes I Sit and Think, and Sometimes I Simply Sit down – vi. Aqua Profonda!

I saw you in the lane adjacent to me.

You lot were doing free-mode.

Then yous switched information technology around to a little bit of backstroke.

I couldn't encounter underneath your pond cap just it appeared that you had dark coloured hair; maybe it was blonde for all I know.

I had goggles on.

They were getting foggy.

I much prefer swimming to jogging.

I tried my very best to impress you, held my breath longer than I normally do.

I was getting dizzy.

My hair was moisture n frizzy.

Felt my muscles burn, I took a tumble-turn for the worse (information technology'southward a curse my lack of athleticism).

Sunk like a stone.

Like a first owners home loan.

When I came to, yous and your towel were gone.

I'm Not Your Mother, I'one thousand Non Your Bitch

Tell Me How You Really Experience – 6. I'k Not Your Mother, I'k Not Your Bitch

I'm not your mother, I'grand not your bitch
I hear y'all complain, under your breath
Put up or shut upwardly, it'due south however
It'south still, never change, never alter

I'thou not your mother, I'thousand not your bitch
d-did I stutter, a petty bit
sit down n shut up, information technology's all the same
it's all the same, never change, never change

I get most cocky-defensive
When I know I'yard wrong
Think we all can hold
I try my best to be patient
Only I can simply put upwardly with so much shit

I'thousand not your mother, I'm not your bowwow
I hear you mutter, under your breath
Put up or shut up, it's yet
It's all the same, never modify, never change

Anonymous Club

The Double EP: A Sea of Dissever Peas – 6. Anonymous Guild

Let'south outset an anonymous lodge, we tin can sit down close in the dark.

Come round to mine, we can swap clothes and potable vino all night.

Turn your phone off friend, you're amidst friends and we don't need no interruptions.

Leave your shoes at the door, along with your troubles.

Permit'due south start an bearding order, I'll make usa proper noun badges with question marks.

Come round to mine, we tin can swap clothes and drink wine all night.

Plow your phone off friend, you're amidst friends and nosotros don't need no interruptions.

Exit your shoes at the door, forth with your troubles.

Thanks for cooking for me, I had a really nice evening, just you and me.

Accept It Twenty-four hours By Twenty-four hours

Things Accept Fourth dimension, Take Time – 6. Take It Day By Day

Take information technology mean solar day by 24-hour interval, you gotta put
Ane pes in forepart of the other
You'll get what y'all want,
I promise, merely don't give up simply still,
Maybe tomorra
Could be time well spent, reflecting,
On all the niggling things you keep projecting,
On everybody that you lot're so obsessed with
Accept a look at yourself

Tuesday dark I'm checking in
Just to see how y'all're going
Are you expert are you eating
I'll call you back next calendar week

Don't stick that knife in the toaster
Baby life is like a rollercoaster
And in that location'southward zippo wrong with getting older
Keep i heart on the prize.
Don't give up just however, yous got it.
Don't worry your pretty little caput,
Soon yous'll exist in bed
Oh what a long, long mean solar day it's been.

Tuesday night I'm checking in
Just to see how you're going
Are you skilful are you eating
I'll phone call you back next week

Dead Pull a fast one on

Sometimes I Sit and Call back, and Sometimes I Just Sit – vii. Dead Pull a fast one on

Jen insists that nosotros buy organic vegetables and I must admit that I was a picayune skeptical at showtime; a niggling pesticide can't injure?

Never having too much money I become the inexpensive stuff at the supermarket, but they're all pumped upwards with shit, a friend told me that they stick nicotine in the apples.

If y'all can't see me I can't come across you.

Heading downward the Highway Hume somewhere at the end of June.

Taxidermied kangaroos are littered on the shoulders.

A possum Jackson Pollock is painted on the tar.

Sometimes I retrieve a single sneeze could be the cease of us, my hay-fever is turning up, just swerved into a passing truck.

Big concern overtaking, without indicating; he passes on the right, been driving through the night to bring us the best toll.

If you can't see me I can't see you.

More than people dice on the road than they do in the ocean, perchance we should mull over alternative cars instead of sharks (or but lock them up in parks where nosotros tin can go and view them).

There's a featherbed over Holbrook now, paid for with burgers no doubtfulness, I've lost count of all the cows.

There'll be no salad sandwiches. The police of averages says nosotros'll cease in the next town where petrol price is down (what do I know anyhow?) If you can't see me I tin't see you.

Crippling Self Doubt and a General Lack of Confidence

Tell Me How You lot Really Feel – 7. Crippling Cocky Doubt and a Full general Lack of Confidence

Yes they say whoever pays
The piper calls the tune
Let's avoid the truth
Brand you lot all feel special

Your desperation stinks
I tin odour information technology on your jiff
A certain absolut anosmic
Got yourself to blame for this

(Tell me how you really experience)

I don't know, I don't know anything
I don't owe, I don't owe anything

Your opinion means a lot
Well tell me what'due south the use?
I never feel as stupid
As when I'k around you

And indecision rots
Like a bag of concluding weeks meat
And I guess it's difficult to continue
Everybody happy

(Tell me how you lot really feel)

I don't know, I don't know annihilation
I don't owe, I don't owe anything

Lance Jr.

The Double EP: A Body of water of Split up Peas – 7. Lance Jr.

I masturbated to the songs y'all wrote.

Resuscitated all of my hopes.

Information technology felt wrong but it didn't take too long.

Much appreciated are your songs.

Doesn't mean I like you human being.

It only helps me become to sleep.

And information technology's cheaper than Temazepam.

I under-estimated your intelligence.

A little bit of weed mixed with some sentiment.

Over-rated films marked 'XXX' Come on play it with some tenderness.

If I Don't Hear From Yous This evening

Things Take Time, Have Fourth dimension – 7. If I Don't Hear From You lot Tonight

Stars in the sky, are gonna dice, eventually it's fine.
Just similar a lonely satellite, drifting for a lilliputian while.
If I don't hear from you tonight, if I don't hear from yous tonight.

And information technology's so tranquillity outside, with this curfew lullaby.
Is now an okay fourth dimension to, tell y'all that I like yous?
I expect for your reply, await for your respond.
If I don't hear from you tonight, if I don't hear from you tonight.

And I swear i'll never mention, this ever over again.
Simply now that I got your attention, I don't wanna bore the brains outta your head.

All my fears collided, when our mutual friend confided in me that
In that location's a ninety-nine percent gamble that information technology'due south requited.
I read my bible left to right,
I fantasise I'chiliad by your side.
I lay awake and wonder why,
I pray for rain and angels cry.
If I don't hear from you tonight, if I don't hear from you tonight.

Babe I need reminding, I got feelings too.
And I tried my best to hide them, but I don't wanna hibernate anything from you.

Stars in the heaven, are gonna die, eventually it's fine.
Yknow that every morning I'm rise with yous on my mind.
If loving y'all'southward a crime, then gimme those front page headlines,
across the country and worldwide, singing I won't give upwardly this time.

If I don't hear from y'all tonight,
I know you probably airtight your eyes,
And everything will be alright,
If I don't hear from you tonight,
If I don't hear from you tonight,
If I don't hear from yous tonight,
If I don't hear from you this evening.

Nobody Really Cares If You Don't Go To The Party

Sometimes I Sit down and Think, and Sometimes I Just Sit – 8. Nobody Really Cares If You Don't Get To The Party

You always get what you want and you don't even endeavour.

Your friends hate information technology when it's ever going your way, but I'm glad that you've that got luck on your side.

You're saying definitely perhaps.

I'1000 maxim probably no.

Y'all say you'll sleep when yous're dead, I'one thousand scared i'll die in my slumber, I estimate that's not a bad way to go.

I wanna get out simply I wanna stay dwelling house.

Why y'all then eager to delight? I wear my eye on my sleeve.

Gets harder in the winter, gotta be a fake or shiver, It takes a great deal out of me.

Yes I similar hearing your stories, but I've heard them all before.

I'd rather stay in bed, with the pelting over my head, than have to pick my brain up off of the floor.

I wanna go out only I wanna stay dwelling house.

Help Your Self

Tell Me How Y'all Really Feel – eight. Aid Your Self

Darkness depends on where you're continuing
Jump the creek n watch the sunshine swim
You institute inner peace in the inner north-e.
Got a momentary bend
Gimme dreams up-stream
Lower Dantian screaming

You got a lot on your plate
Don't let it go to waste
Humble but hungry
Need validation

You catch the moon then carefully
Jiff out, breath in
This tiger claw gets patient
Pull back n release.
The sign on the shelf says
"Please assistance your cocky"
Won't you tell me something new
You're in melody with who surrounds you

You got a lot on your plate
Don't let information technology become to waste
Humble but hungry
Need validation

You lot got a lot on your listen
You know that half the time
It's simply half as true
Don't permit it swallow you

Are Yous Looking Afterwards Yourself?

The Double EP: A Ocean of Divide Peas – 8. Are Yous Looking After Yourself?

Are you working difficult my darling, we're so worried, always thinking of you and we only want you to exist so happy, keep on going.

I don't want no ix to 5, telling me that I'm alive and 'Man, you're doing well!'

Accept you got some money saved up for those rainy days?

Y'all should kickoff some sort of trust fund only incase you fail.

My friends play in bands, they are better than everything on radio.

Did you lot see that special on TV the other eve?

No my Telly, it stopped working when nosotros got hither (it's been four years).

Are you eating? You audio so thin.

I don't know what I was thinking, I should go a job.

I don't know what I was drinking, I should get a dog.

Should go married, accept some babies, watch the evening news.

Write A List of Things to Look Forrard to

Things Accept Time, Take Time – eight. Write A Listing of Things to Look Forward to

Nobody knows, why we go along trying, why we keep trying.
And so on it goes, I'm looking forward to the next letter of the alphabet that I'k gonna get from you.

A baby is born, as a homo lay dying, as a man lay dying.
And then on it goes, I'm looking forward to the next letter of the alphabet that I'one thousand gonna get from y'all.

Sit beside me, watch the world burn, we'll never learn we don't deserve nice things.
And we'll scream, self-righteously, we did our best but what does that even hateful.

I'm walking around, walking around.
With my caput down, my head down.
I'm pushing away, I'm pushing abroad.
Yeah I'thou pushing away, pushing away.

Debbie Downer

Sometimes I Sit down and Think, and Sometimes I Just Sit – 9. Debbie Downer

Tell me when y'all're getting bored and I'll go out.

I'm non the one who put the chain effectually your feet.

I'k sorry for all of my insecurities, but information technology'due south just function of me.

Envy is thin because information technology bites just never eats.

That'due south what a overnice one-time Spanish lady once told me.

Hey Debbie Downer turn that frown upside downward and just be happy.

I don't enquire also much of yous, it's true, and I tin can't read your listen.

Don't terminate listening I'thou not finished however.

I'm not fishing for your compliments.

I'm growing older every fourth dimension I blink my eyes.

Boring, neurotic everything that I despise.

We had some lows we had some mids we had some highs.

Sell me all your golden rules and I'll see if that's the kind of person that I want to be.

If I'm not happy I'll be glad I kept receipts.

I won't inquire too much of you, I used to wonder what to vesture.

Don't stop listening I'thousand not finished yet, I'm not angling for your compliments.

Walkin' On Eggshells

Tell Me How Y'all Really Feel – 9. Walkin' On Eggshells

Before nosotros get started I'll make clean this up
No use drinkin' from a leakin' cup
Yknow what I mean?
Not really it seems

N when we get going' nosotros'll proceed it sane
Change is as good every bit a vacation
I'm non claimin' I'k some patron saint

Say what y'all want
Don't got a lot
Oh but what I got
I'd give
It all away

Walkin' on eggshells gets tiring
Pullin' teeth, white knucklin'
Northward I don't wanna hurt your feelings
So I say nothing

Sorta self-rightous my heart of gold
Just sit back, do what you're told
If yous spot it y'all got it
Well perhaps I got it as well

(and it goes, and information technology goes, yes it goes away…
say what yous mean to say)

Say what you lot want
Don't got a lot
Oh just what I got
I'd give
It all away

Say what you want
Don't got a lot
Oh but what yous got
You lot'd throw
It all away

Scotty Says

The Double EP: A Bounding main of Split Peas – 9. Scotty Says

In my wallet is a photograph of you.

The day nosotros split I ripped it in two.

Stuck it back together with glue.

Tear my posters down from the wall.

Don't wanna worship no dead heroes.

Everything I owned I sold.

I got lost somewhere between here and there, I'm non sure what the town was called.

In my pocket is a canteen of blue.

Potable it when I'm feeling misconstrued.

Don't similar the taste only I like the overview.

I made a lot of money in my days.

Spent it all on the electric current craze.

I don't see no need to save.

I got lost somewhere betwixt here and in that location, I'one thousand not sure what the town was called.

Splendour

Things Have Time, Accept Time – 9. Splendour

I say, why are you lot ever leaving me?
You say, you're the one leaving me.
Oh no, oh no, oh no, oh no,
oh no I am actually gonna miss you.
Really gonna miss yous.

Remember when we watched that dusk?
Deep in the desert, on the cliff border.
Some day, then soon, I'll be seeing you
I'll be seeing y'all.

Oh no, oh no, oh no, oh no,
oh no I am really gonna miss you.
Really gonna miss you.

Kim's Caravan

Sometimes I Sit and Think, and Sometimes I Just Sit – 10. Kim's Caravan

Watermarks on the ceiling.

I tin can see Jesus and he's frowning at me.

I meet a dead seal on the embankment.

The sometime man says he's "already saved information technology three times this week. Guess it just wants to die?

I would wanna die besides (he said) "With people putting oil into my air but to be fair I've washed my share guess everybody's got their different point of view."

I was driving down sun prepare strip (Phillip Isle, not Los Angeles) Got me some hot fries and a cool drinkable, took a sandy seat on the shore.

There's a paper on the ground, it makes my headache quite profound every bit I read it out aloud (It said) "The Keen Barrier Reef it ain't so slap-up anymore, It'due south been raped beyond belief, the dredgers treat it like a whore."

Drank till I was sinking, sank till I was thinking, that I'm thankful for this view.

Drank till I was sinking, sank till I was thinking, that I'chiliad thankful for this view.

We either recall that we're invincible or that nosotros are invisible but realistically we're somewhere in between.

We all retrieve that we are nobody but everybody is somebody else'south somebody.

Don't inquire me what I really hateful, I am but a reflection of what you really wanna see so take what you want from me.

So accept what y'all want from me.

Then take what y'all desire from me.

So take what you want from me.

So take what you want from me.

Satellites on the ceiling, I can Jesus and she's smiling at me.

All I wanna say is…

Sunday Roast

Tell Me How Yous Actually Feel – 10. Sunday Roast

Don't come with your artillery swinging
Throw them around me
Some kind of sweet relief
I hope you never leave
Information technology'southward all the same to me

Just bring yourself
You know your presence is
Present enough
I got a front row seat
It's all the aforementioned to me

I spend a lotta my time
Doin' a whole lotta cypher
I know you're doin' your best
I remember you're doin' merely fine

I know it's been a long calendar week
And now you're takin' your time
Some kindness goes effectually
Some kinda backfires
Information technology's all the aforementioned to me

Ignore that phonation
Information technology puts you down
Yous make your choice
I'm hither for you

Information technology's all the aforementioned to me
I got a lot on my mind
But I dunno how to say it
I know you're doin' your best
I think you're doin' just fine

Go along on keepin' on yknow you're not lonely
And I know all your stories only I'll listen to them again
And if you lot motility away yknow I'll miss your confront
It'due south notwithstanding to me yknow information technology'due south all the same to me

Canned Tomatoes – Whole

The Double EP: A Sea of Split Peas – 10. Canned Tomatoes – Whole

I walk slowly to the shop, you lot don't alive hither anymore
You used to live circular the corner (cigarettes and alcohol)

Last calendar week I turned twenty-iv, you don't call me anymore
We used to speak every morning I was sleeping on the floor

I still get the post for y'all, I exit information technology at the door
Every letter seems a alarm, pay your rego by the fourth

Monday morning laundry or coffee on the garden wall
Y'all're expert 'cause yous're never boring, you should probably call me more

Oh The Night

Things Take Time, Accept Time – ten. Oh The Night

Oh the night, goes then slowly,
someday, I get low.
And I don't really demand reminding,
I know it's only in my mind.

And y'all say that'south show biz infant.
Nothing e'er stays the same.
Only I'k the same kid, always laughing
At your jokes the same old way.

Distressing that I been slow yknow it takes a little,
Fourth dimension for me to show, how I
Really experience. Won't you meet me somewhere in the middle
On our own time-zone.

And the days seem so familiar
Like a film ya never seen.
Yet you notwithstanding get that strange nostalgia
In the sentimental scenes.

Sorry that I been slow yknow it takes a piddling,
Fourth dimension for me to show, how I
Really feel. Won't you meet me somewhere in the heart
On our own fourth dimension-zone.

Oh the night, goes so slowly,
anytime, I get low.
And I don't actually demand reminding,
I know it's only in my mind.

Boxing Mean solar day Dejection

Sometimes I Sit and Recollect, and Sometimes I Just Sit – 11. Boxing Day Blues

I know that I let you down.

You're not smashing on what yous found.

When'due south the funeral, exercise you want me to come up?

I'grand not what you're looking for.

My business firm has an open door.

You need a lock and a key.

I love all of your ideas.

You lot love the idea of me.

Lover I've got no idea.

Lover I've got no idea.

Lover I've got no idea.

Battle Day Blues (Revisited)

Sometimes I Sit and Recall, and Sometimes I Just Sit – xi. Boxing Twenty-four hour period Blues (Revisited)

How was your twenty-four hour period?

Mine was OK.

Worked my fingers down to the os.

How about you, what did you lot do?

Spent my whole night dreaming of you.

Like a Christmas tree on Boxing Day: thrown abroad.

Why don't you experience for me anymore?

I'yard feeling fine, except the times I'1000 non.

Why yous so calm? I wanna shout.

I wanna rip my goddamn throat out.

Like a Christmas tree on Boxing Day: thrown abroad.

Why don't you feel for me anymore?

We're only like two icebergs in climate change: drifting abroad.

Why do you experience for me anyhow?

Porcelain

The Double EP: A Sea of Split Peas – 11. Porcelain

I found yous at the store, pretty as porcelain.

You are worth so much more, than what you're going for.

Don't let them handle you, you lot better offset praying.

That own't no way to exist, I got a colour Boob tube.

I'll listen a g times, y'all tin repeat yourself.

If it helps clear your listen, it's just some other dark.

Telephone call me when you are washed, I'll count my tickets upward.

No need to experience so low, you're simply as low as you could become.

Ode To Odetta

The Double EP: A Sea of Split up Peas – 12. Ode To Odetta

I sing high, you sing low.

I swing by, and you're not home.

Oh, oh, O-detta won't you come up abode.

I sing apparently, you sing pretty.

Everything you say sounds piece of cake.

Oh, oh, O-detta won't you come dwelling.

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